pissy with a side of salted wounds

Seriously? "pissy with a side of salted wounds" what does that even mean? ughhh. I'm so done.


And, I feel like I miss out on everything... like my brain gets filled to capacity and I feel overwhelmed...and I must give off that impression or perhaps it's just because I'm shy. idk. just feel like people dismiss as someone that they would include. People don't think of me as someone with whom they'd like to share new things, news, ideas, etc... Perhaps I don't give off the "right" reaction or perhaps I don't fully understand everything out about it so I don't appear to be as interested. Idk... I'm not even sure what I'm saying... no one reads this shit anyway. I'm just venting...